MY DAD…

is in the hospital. He’s been feeling sick since Thursday, when he started vommiting constantly – his vomit was dark brown/black. My mom & I just thought he had food poisoning or something when he began to slowly recover. I wasn’t home yesterday, and my mom said he was feeling better, but got a little worse during the night. Last night he woke up with a cold sweat and a fever, and there was fresh red blood in his vomit. My mom had to call an ambulance around 2AM to take us to the ER. They admitted him right away, and I was too exhausted to stay awake, so I slept in the van all night.

I woke up this morning around 8AMish and met up with my mom in ICU (Intensive Care Unit) and she said he was doing better. It turns out all that dark brown/black vomit he was ejecting was old/digested blood. They hooked him up to a bunch of cords and tubes, one of which was transferring donated blood to replace all that he lost these past few days. Later in the day, they anesthized him and stuck a tube with a camera attatched to it down his throat to see what the problem was. It turns out, he has a bleeding ulcer. The doctor tied it off and my dad’s on his way to recovery.

He’s going to be staying at the hospital for a couple more days to stay under observation. He’s doing a lot better, but damn. That really scared the hell out of me. I’ve been at the hospital since 3AM and I’m still so tired. I’m also going to spend the majority of tomorrow at the hospital.

Published in:  on May 2, 2009 at 5:58 pm Leave a Comment

THANKS

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone.

Watching old home movies from when I was a baby really hit a nerve, and I was eventually in tears. Hard to believe I’m that same baby girl… well, not quite so hard to believe, since I stumbled around unsteadily on my two feet even way back when… I guess I’ve always been the same girl, hahah. I’ve really grown up and I can’t believe how much some things have changed. The house looked the same (in some parts) the people looked younger (& LOL@ early 90’s fashion). (And I noticed that I was a Disney freak from the womb. My high chair was Mickey & Minnie Mouse, and I ALWAYS wore a Minnie Mouse sweatshirt.) Kim said that watching those home movies would make me feel thankful, and she was right. I don’t know what else to say, other than thank you… to everyone. My life wouldn’t be the same without any of you, and I love you guys for that. I love my friends. I love my family. I love every curve ball life has ever thrown at me. I never thought I could get so choked up just from watching myself stumble around the same old house in diapers. God… this house. I’ve grown up in it. The tile is still the same, that’s what really gets me for some reason, I don’t know why. I’ve stumbled around on the same old tile for almost 18 years now, and I’m still not the least bit graceful, hahaha.

I don’t know what I’m really getting at anymore, but I suppose that doesn’t matter, because when I read this back a year from now, I’ll remember where my thoughts were when I wrote this, and that’s what matters. This is a rather unconventional “what I’m thankful for” blog, but oh well. I’m an unconventional girl, right?

Published in:  on November 27, 2008 at 11:13 am Leave a Comment
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